Dearest friend

My dearest friend,

How has life been treating you? I have not heard from you in a while but I can understand why.  Life is an every day obstacle whether it be work, love, business, money, responsibilities, friends, family or just whatever comes your way. Everyday there is something, especially with who you are, life should be an adventure. I can imagine you have been busy with your work and your responsibilities but at the same time, enjoying what free time you have and meeting knew people so you can fulfill all that you have wished. I know I am not there and I have my own life but I still wish to know how is yours. I sincerely care about you and hold you close to my heart. I know you have continued on and are happy as I hope for you to be. I have changed my mind when it comes to my future plans. Have you? However, in them I hope to visit in the future and maintain our dearest friendship. If your mind and heart are somewhere else, I understand. So is mine. Nevertheless, please let me know how life is treating you, if I am wrong or stepping on a boundary that I shouldn't, please correct me for I do not wish to disrespect. Either way, I always wish you the best on your future endeavors and all the happiness in the world.

Yours truly,

 the puertorican girl

Questions without answers?

Is all in the details, is it not?

Is all in the little things or is it?

Is all in the looks, smiles, the waiting, the wanting, the needing, the expecting, the wondering, the denying, the inevitable, the choices or indecision?

Do we meet people by chance or are we meant to?

If we are meant to meet someone, when do we understand why or the significance of their lives as part of our own?

If their are thrust upon us by chance, how could it be avoided or understand that things are meant to be a way no matter how much you avoid them or wish they played in another certain way?

How do you start unmasking yourself in the world that was meant to be or should you unmask yourself to the uncertain ways of your life?

Can you really believe what you hear, see, feel or touch?  Is it all real or just a faint reality that was created for you because of the position you were put in or was it just mere coincidence that your there waiting for what you think might happen, will happen or is happening?

Is it all correlated into just what is and even if it is, taking all the time in the world is the smart thing to do or should you just take the moment and savoir it even if it might be right, wrong or just is?

Can your really say you don't care?

Can you really be happy every day, be truthful, hurt, feel hurt, question, gain in vain or take without hesitation?

Can you look without denying to yourself that you are an open book and the truth of your very soul is seen within your eyes?

Can you deny that every fiber of your being wants what it struggles to not have?

Can you believe life can have more than one path and more than one path can be lived at a time?

Can you stay focus and determined no matter if you have to choose between wanting, needing, believing, creating, working, and keeping?

Can you be unselfish, should you be unselfish and at what cost?

Are you willing to make an ultimate sacrifice? Is someone willing to make one for you? If yes, what then?

Do you wish to be cold or become warm?

Will you restrain your thoughts and feelings? If the moment presented itself, would you? If you should, can you or do you want to? Should you want, is that what your thinking?

Are you picking up the pieces or trying to maintain yourself in one piece? If you are, who is to say you were broken from the start? Can you admit you were? and if you were, is the baggage bearing and a thin portrait for all to see?

Are you questioning now, then, later or never?

Guess I will keep questioning and hoping for an answer that I might already have but the reality of all is that more than one way can these questions be answered or kept unanswered at the same time.