In a foul mood!

What a lousy and crappy day it has been. I have the
"mono trepado" as we say over here, I'm tired, got lots of studying to do, have money problems, I need to fix my car, my mother pissed me off, I need to keep up with my classes, I'm getting a slaved pay at work and all this 4 what? Cause I want a better future. I WILL NOT live my life worrying constantly about money. Women age quicker than men just because we get overly stressed and stressed is just part of my damn DNA. Why can it just go and screw itsel over, go 4ever on vaca and just leave me in piece. Why can't the angel of death kill it??? Kill worries, stress, frustration, anger, bitterness and 4 all those that like jealousy, insecurities, temperament...shooooo away too! I can't stand this and even if I want to take a nice darn hot shower..I CAN'T!!! The damn shower os not working probably bc the lower part throws more water than the upper part. I'm better of going swimming or showering in a jacussi if I had one! Aghhhh!!!!! Can a girl get some piece of mind cause I don't have money to go to the chiropracter to feel better and I hope that the three pills my insurance did pay is enough to get me to 100% cause stupid MCS didn't want to pay for all 5 pills bc they say that three is enough bc that is whats normally asked for. WTH???? I can't rely economically on my parents nor emotionally cause they are broken and the one that has to handle the shit is me. like always! I detest my mother breathing down my back saying I have a nasty attitude but where do I get it from... Hellloooo HER!!!! What a lousy day and I still have class and homework!